To big bite...

Hi.
Very difficult to say what i feel,because feel very happy and frustrated as well same time.Maybe some people know what feeling when you find it something what you search long time ago...Nearly euforia,but the true final day "big -big"loss.More or less one week ago change little bit on my mind and focused more to markets and start to feel positive changes.Strange because one day the greyhound market profitable other day the horse racing.All over i'm really sorry my bankroll not growing but observed very important things.Most be more focused my view to market plus not forget not be greedy...

After the 4.00 clock not hedged the loss and doing bigger losses what is the worst case.Until this,profit and loss approximately equal.I want to say happy because not worried about the losses/painful but not emotionally/because maybe next market if i do well what i want expected result coming.
Maybe tired maybe just losing selfcontroll but the story going wrong way.Maybe to big bite to me end my mind no ready on the moment all over need more disclipcineNot left to mutch from the day only some NHF markets and i stopped.Conclusion:most be focused more and cut my loss for the balance go to profit!

"no pain-no gain"